Day 3.

Day 3.

Not a good day.
Many mixed emotions and feelings.

Fear.
Frustration.
Anger.
Doubt.
Love.
Care.

Torn. Weathered. Disrespected. Not of value.

Are my emotions and feelings lying to me?
Is this how a mind like mine operates?
Does it believe lies when those lies aren't reality?
Does the pain within cause my lense and filter to be jaded and unclear to rightfully access matters?

Growing up, when the television didn't work properly and the picture wasn't quite clear...we hit it!
We struck the television hoping that it would fix matters. More times than not, it did...outwardedly.
However the problem still remained, deep within the walls of that idot box.

What if ones mind is the television however there is no 'reboot' button to clear the issue and start again?

How do I make it through this?
What is life like 'On the Other Side'?

Pain, I sleep with you tonight.
Hurt, you are my bed fellow.
Confusion, you dance around my mind.
Depression, you may have taken some ground however I will rise tomorrow to fight you again.

When will it end?

#callousedknuckles