Laughed.

Last night I laughed.
Last night I smiled and sang a song unlike I have in YEARS.
I am looking for ways to make it through this time and to find a reason to live.
I am looking for inroads to follow.
I am looking for ways to redefine my life.
I ask myself, "Was all the pain worth the little bit of happiness you have experienced?"
I feel we don't truly understand and know what happiness is unless we have experienced loss and pain.
Only then can we truly know what it means to live in the moment and be free.
Content, free to love and live.
Living life with a deeper sense purpose and love for others.
I am praying for continued progress and hope to continue to get better and healthier.
A hope.
At least I can hope now.

#continuingthejourney